haluu pepsss.. i know.. lama dah tak tulis sini.. bkn aper.. terpk nk tulis.. tp tk buat.. sbb tkder mood and i sumtimes doubt anyone’s reading wut i’m writing and blabber about.. oh well.. wut can i do..
first and foremost.. i got a job.. alas! and kinda setting my life back on its track.. it’s been rough and tough and not smooth with my work life.. all the bad things happening .. not only with work but with everything around me.. been almost 3 weeks i worked.. and its always fun! i know.. workaholic (eja betul ke tak ntah).. everyone now got a job.. and hopefully we will stick with this job.. and no more sad sad bad bad things happen.. yg paham tu.. paham paham jer la.. in the timespan of 2 years, i already changed my job 4 times.. i dunno if its a good thing or a bad thing.. i dun wanna think about it.. i also went for the ptd test 4 times.. ahaha.. ntah la..
my officemate is erin! ehehe.. jeme and lee got a different job elsewhere and naley is also working rite now! acol is currently in cyberjaya, taking part time job. it’s a different environment.. and i remember wut i said to myself.. which is not to be so peramah when i get a new job.. bcoz dun wan to get into personal trouble which leads to mental and emotional stress and depression.. but then.. i realize if i do that, then i’m a hypocrite…. the reason i change myself is bcoz of what happen 2 years back when i was in final year, and until now.. after a series of unfortunate events; be it with work or with people, i still kinda dun get it with sum people yang tak leh nak terus terang ngan aku.. i’m tired of crying and stressing myself out.. fortunetly God created people named FRIENDS and FAMILY to be there, and support, comfort and give advice on things…
i was thinking the other day…. wut if u found out about sumthing which was not meant for u to find out.. ? bcoz of the curiousity.. e u found out about it.. and it was a blow.. a big bad kinda blow.. will u be able to trust the person? will u be able to talk to the person like a normal human being? will u be able to care for the person? will u be able to love the person?.. biasa la.. aku ni jenis suka berpk.. sbb kalau jadik kat aku.. aper aku nk buat.. caner aku nak handle.. wut i know is that.. firstly aku akan nangis.. ahahha.. a crybaby indeed! but it’s good, u’ll be sober enough to think after that.. lgpun aku ni jenis pendam..
ok lah.. enuf ’bout that i suppose.. ari ni aku gi kenduri kawin kak nana, x-rumet, senior and tutor aku masa kat mmu.. sgt menarik sbb decor lawa, suka pada gambar black and white kak nana and her husband.. the colour was nature green.. ari ni kat umah dier di keramat.. esok sebelah lelaki kat melawati.. aku ajak erin tmnkan aku gi ke kenduri dier.. and tq so much erin.. tk dpt nk balas ngan kata kata.. bak kater lee.. terharunyerr :p ahaha.. but still tq! nnt saya belanja erin next week! hehe.. ramai la bebudak mmu yg dtg, seniors, sama batch, lecterurs, tutors.. kater org pepandai la bawak diri biler gi kenduri.. tp aku rasa i was a clutz sgt td.. cam asyik blur jer.. ahah.. kene marah ngan erin sbb dier tak abih ckp lagi.. aku terus jer nak buat.. :)) aku naik lrt dr gombak ke setiawangsa, then jumpa erin kat situ.. fitri anta aku ngan erin ke umah kak nana.. gi jumpa kak nana sekejap.. bergambar then mkn.. tk lama pun kat saner.. walaupun ramai yg aku kenal dr mmu, tp ader yg nak balik.. ader ngan pasangan memasing, ader yg ngan klik memasing.. so maintain jer la kt tgh2.. tak memihak pd yg maner2.. aku jumpa jer.. bergambar, jumpa jer.. bergambar.. sian erin kene amikkan gambar laks.. ehehe.. tp seronok dpt jumpa lecterur aku masa alpha.. en erwin :)) ahahah.. then lepas mkn2, kami tgk2 org yg dtg.. jumpa jugak kak laila ngan razlan, kak put, isma, kak idd, jereng, dela, sashi, gerek, banoz, jani, jaa, milo, dan ramai la lagik.. oh yerr.. apai, miss ja, chuky etc, ahahah…
kol 4 kitorang balik.. sbb fitri nk gi amik ija.. aku pun tak kisah.. lgpun org lain pun dah beransur pulang.. sblm balik.. jumpa kak nana and then dier bgtau kak salina dah pregnant about 4 months ke weeks.. ahah.. kene confirm balik.. tk dgr sgt masa tu.. kak salina pun x-rumet aku masa beta, sekali ngan kak nana.. masa nk balik tu.. jumpa si wani.. eheh.. lama dah tak jumpak org utara sorang ni.. heheh.. sempat bergambar.. then aku bergambar lak ngan erin.. eheh.. erin comel berbaju putih.. 
erin tanyer.. kat sini takder adif ke.. usof ader tak? nak jadik cam opie laks.. memula cam biasa la.. aku blur.. usop maner lak ni.. seb baik tak blur lama.. kalau tak, kene ketuk kepala ngan pinggan erin nnt.. ahahah.. aku ckp.. ala.. adif cam takder je kat sini.. usof tu tak sure lak.. hehehe.. (kami suka tgk dunia baru.. harap maklum)..
masa nk balik tu.. erin ckp jeme ngan naley nk ajak tgk superman, tp cam dh petang sgt, aku nnt nak balik kol baper lak.. jeme ot ari ni, si naley keje.. aku call jeme, cam bosan jer suara dier.. syiann.. aku igt nak gi giant bt caves tu.. tp memikirkan esok maybe aku kuar beli cd kosong.. tk jadik lak.. lgpun nak kene survive lagik sebulan br gaji… esok pun ader pasar malam kat selayang.. cam nk singgah jerr.. insya-allah..
jade pun ader ajak aku gi ke spa dier.. nnt lenkali aku buat date ngan jade lah.. gi tgk spa dier kat maner.. huhuhu.. nnt leh ajak yg lain gi sekali.. chewah.. ehehe..
ok lahh.. penat tuliss.. ehhehe.. by the end of the day.. i realize i was thinking.. lee dah dpt ke lom pc dier agaknyer ek..? takder call pun.. dpt kot.. huhuh..
muah muah to all you guyss.. hugz hugz… daa~
