silveries

ola peps!~
tak tau nk tulis aper.. sbb byk sangat happenings.. firstly, i’ve started classes already.. this month.. it’s a once per month class..
so mmg la cam best.. ye tak? sekali sebulan jer.. tp… it costs so much.. ahaha.. yer la.. assignment almost to 10 pages long.. dah ler gagal dlm words then dah lama tak mengarang.. so cam tak tau nk start caner.. in english! yesterday tried to muster myself and do one of the subjects.. dpt la one and a half page, tu pun sbb tak tahan ngantuk! terasa gagalnyer.. ahaha.. but then kene buat jugak la kan.. benda nk tulis tu dah ader.. tp nk reka ayat .. alahai.. payahnyer.. cam teringat masa buat thesis dulu. tp, bole buat..have to la kan. meeting new people was kinda fun, well.. sort of i think amazed ngan diri sendiri kerana menjadi seorang yg peramah.. cewah! ahahaha.. tkder la.. bukan senang nk bukak mulut biler jumpa first time, senyum2 jer la, tak cayer tanyer mereka di opisku.. ahah.. betul tak? tp biler dah kenal, senang jer nk bercakap, ye tak my dear friends.. ahaks.. skrg nih disebabkan keje di waktu siang, so i have only night hours to do my assignments.. so, tu la dok juggle between day and night.. even boss pun dah tanyer2.. apersal tak energetic ke aktif? aahah.. aku aktif rupanyer…:P maner taknyer, siang keje, mlm assignments and research.. tdo pun kol 4 am.. bgn pun aper lagik, terlajak la jugak kekadang. this week jer, masuk opis kol 10 am.. one hour late! giler, selalu half hour jer..

then.. erm.. aper lagik.. many many many emotional and confusing things happen for the past  weeks.. and i was kinda in not a good mood so mmg la byk keje tak siap.. ader one time mmg cam tinggalkan camtuh jer.. the main cause of the not-so-good-mood thing? .. i really dun know.. u see? mmg dah tak betul dah.. so i decided to stay for 2 nights, and try to finish my work.. lgpun on that following saturday, family ajak gi penang, nak tak nak kena ikut jugak..dah ler tu, sempat lagik plan tgk ghost rider ngan ex-kec nih.. the trip to penang was exhausting, sbb ari jumaat tu pun balik dekat kol 10.30 pm.. so mmg la balas dendam tido. ptg tu sempat gak ckp pada kak ina and awin, nnt simpan la sikit kek or mee yg awin masak, b’coz ader makan2 esoknyer for their boss. kat penang, maner lg kalau tak ke bt. feringghi.. ehek.. tp terkilan tak dpt beli LOTR: extended (sbb tkder extendednyer kan) ngan Heroes. tak perasan dah midnight masa tu, so diorang nyala firecrackers, and my ears needed sound therapy after that :p tp ok la, sbb tak pernah up close and personal tgk diorang lit the firecrackers, quickly sms my frens celebrating CNY.

on monday, we all came to the office except for sudin. me ganti ari sabtu, then masa semua dah sampai, cam biasa la, buat keje sikit, then ntah camner leh ader heart-to-heart talk laks ngan erin.. i kinda talk about something i realized the other day while i was about to go to sleep, and i told erin about it.. erin said.. "ader hikmah sbb benda tu jadik!" and we were amazed jugak la.. not many things happen in our lives, which we can always see a silver lining (kater org la kan). it opened my mind and i thought, anything can happen even the impossible.. ewah we talked and talked until around 6.30 pm, then i got to get ready and meet syam, fakrul and syikin at kl sentral. zul dah gerak dulu, pick up his wife at home and would meet us at mid. erin, rizal and syah turun dulu minum kat mamak. masa turun tangga, i dunno, i skipped a beat, and it made me stop for a while kat tangga opis. heh. i just shrugged it away…

ghost rider was bole la for me, sbb mayb i was expecting more from it, tp betul la a fren said never have high expectations when watching a movie. good advice there. lgpun tak brapa concentrate and katernyer lepas end credits ader scene lagik.. but kitorang tak  tunggu sbb pekerja2 di situ sudah memegang alatan pembersihan mereka itu. all in all seronok sbb dpt jumpa mereka yg dah lama tak jumpa; syaril, fakrul, syam, syikin.. ahaha.. zul tetiap hari aku jumpa kat opis tp biler nk balik, lrt dah abih.. aduh.. last2 naik teksi from Universiti station sampai ke wangsa maju; syikin’s house first, then baru mine.. bole lagik berbual pasal hartanah ngan taxi driver tu.. sampai umah jer, call fakrul sbb dier soh call.. tp atas motor dah kot.. so call la tunang dier si syikin .. bgtau dier da sampai umah dah.. thankful for friends like that.. all in all, everything was quite hectic, kacau bilau, emotional sequence yg rasa cam there’s no end to it, but it’s ok.. been through worse than this..

ok lah.. sambung buat keje.. today stayed back.. ari tu mimpi pelik, but another time la ek.. chalos!~