silveries

assalamualaikum and a very good day to all…. thus as my speech goes on.. on that fateful day.. chewah.. takder la.. ni permulaan utk speech aku masa public speaking ari tu… sajer buat as intro.. that was on the saturday of our last class.. masa balik lalu KLCC, punya la ramai org.. lupa lak ader pc fair kat klcc tu.. mmg la sesak kat lrt tu.. masa on the way back from class.. "tinggal esok jer", aku ckp. then no class but revisions.. and have to struggle for more.. i know i CAN!

Esoknyer (ahad), ader presentation lagik tp on multimedia technology. well, kinda feel lain sikit, sbb maran and wan yg present byk, but on the metaphorical site, i gave just a brief explanation or info to mr. yuzery that every thing has its own meaning, why did we use that colour, why did we use that particular picture, why and why.. so many why’s.. ehhe.. but then the lecterur was complementing on it and it was a relief.. roxanne’s group montaj was superb for me. practically i find myself commenting on the metaphoric side of the montaj.. and it was a good one.. ehhee.. puji diri sendiri.. aku tak nk pk bebenda yg negatif just bcoz their montaj was much more exciting and by far the best.. i took it as an enlightment and i feel happy for them as i am happy with what my group did. masa tu tak sabar nk tunggu kelas abis.. ahah.. lepas tu bole lecterur ni buat discussion ngan soh buat presentation kecik.. ahaha.. kelam kabut memasing.. aku grup ngan maran.. giler aar tk leh nk prepare aper sangat.. bg masa 15 mins jer.. tp asalkan present.. even though ader salah.. still we went up and when at wrong, we accept and ammend it.

tgh hari tu biler kelas dah abis.. aku dok kejap, teman kak zura makan, maran, wani and shah pun mkn gak. aku agak kejar masa gak masa tu.. sbb nk jumpa yg lain 4 karaoke and janji ngan ly dlm kol 2 sampai saner.

biler dah sampai tu.. of coz la kene nyanyikan.. ermm.. dah blank tak tau nk pilih lagu aper.. lg pun still out of breath.. hahaha.. dissapointing tul.. adha pilihkan lagu.. lagu nora.. lagu tu brings back memories actually masa nk buat video clip assignment masa kat mmu.. tp tak jadik buat lagu tu.. buat lagu ella. igt2 lupa lak lagu tu.. aku try nk igt lagu elang.. igt2 lupa jugak.. then adha ter pilih lagu rossa.. aku bukan untukmu kot.. dier tak sure lagu tu.. trus pass kat aku.. ahaha.. igt lak aku lagu tu!~ bole la.. sbb slow lagu tu.. leh la ikut sesikit.. lps karaoke.. katernyer nk gi tgk mubi.. so gerak ke midvalley.. lama nyer tak gi ke saner.. kebetulan ader indonesian exhibition, lina nk ke saner.. leh la tgk2 baju. sebelum tu, beratur utk mubi.. tk tau nk tgk mubi aper.. sbb tak plan pun, lina ngan j dah tgk invisible, aku ngan ly dah tgk disturbia. die hard lewat sangat, yg lain pun cam tak menarik. adha teringin nk tgk hindustan kat wayang, j dah haaa.. aku pun tak pernah tgk lagik hindustan kat wayang.. chinese movie pernah sekali jer.. citer melayu tu.. ader la jugak kan.. tp nyesal la di kemudian hari sbb tgk wayang.. kami berbincang lima org kat situ sambil beratur.. aku, lina, adha tak tgk lagik transformers, tp lina cam malas nk tgk lagik.. so tak dan la jugak.. sampai depan kaunter, mintak tgk citer transformers kot.. tp depan sangat.. tk jadik la nk tgk, so kami pun gi mkn kat oasis, kedai ikan bakar tu, sambil mkn sambil bercerita, tp aku rasa aku byk diam then lepas tu kami gi ke pet world.. tak byk choice, and my ikan idaman yg aku nk beli tu pun dah tkder.. sedihnyer! byk ikan eksotik cam finding nemo ngan dory.. high maintenance nk jaga. lina, ly ngan adha tgk rabbits, hamsters, cats.. comel sangat!~ i mend myself gi tgk ikan2, menarik ikan2 tu.. cam terpk bestnyer jadik ikan. then adha join aku tgk ikan2 tu.. after a few moments.. teringat about the dogs section.. i went there and comelllllll sangat this one puppyyyyy! then gi balik ke section ikan.. hehe.. tk puas tgk ikan2 tu… bukan aku tak suka kucing or hamster or rabbits, i’ve been keeping cats since i was little and rabbits when i was in secondary school and they can be the best fren a child can have and now tiap kali aku balik umah, mesti aku peluk kucing aku sbb sayanggg sangat kat kucing aku tu, hehe. i’m just fascinated ngan ikan2 tu bcoz i remembered of dreaming becoming a marine biologist masa kecik.. tinggi kan cita2 aku.. tp tak jadik gak.. ahahah.. masa tu terpengaruh dengan national geographic ala blue planet nyer edition. eheh.. siap berangan nk tangkap ikan2 tu then buat koleksi.. tp aku takut ngan jaws and the sea! aku terbayang ader jaws la, buaya la, the most bizzare is a dragon! seriously terpengaruh ngan citer2 kanak2 dulu.. tp skrg ni i love dragons.. eeheh.

lps tu, br gi ke pameran indonesia tu, lina ngan adha masuk dulu, aku dok luar tgk the fashion show, tk perasan ly ngan j pun ader sekali.. so kami tgk fashion show tu sampai abis. lawa baju2 tu, memberi idea kalau nk buat baju kurung. after it ends, ajak ly ngan j masuk ke dalam, byk booth dah nk tutup sbb last day. so semua just roam around, nk beli pun.. tgh bajet2 gak.. dah la dpt gaji lmbt. after that, gi kedai kasut adidas tu, sajer tgk2 kasut idaman.. nk beli mmg parah la at first, tapi tahan lama, just like the one yg aku pakai skrg nih. tu pun 2nd hand aku beli dr iera dulu. still aku sayang giler kat kasut tu. after a few rounds and berbual ngan adha, ly decide nak balik.. sbb dah lewat, adha pun sama.. well, as for me, my mom dah tepon buat kali ke-2.. hehe. kene balik jugak la tu.. kami parting kat komuter stesen tu, lina ngan j gi ke arah kl sentral, while aku, ly and adha gi ke arah bdr tasik selatan, so that senang for them nk tukar train ke bdr tun razak, aku pun senang nk terus ke titiwangsa, then naik bus dr situ jer.

sampai umah, penat giler. called ly to say br sampai umah, then asked about che pa’s wedding this weekend, aku ajak dier gi.. tk confirm lagik bcoz dier pun nk study.. takper la tu.. i understand. tp serious penat mlm tu, aku pun tak tau naper, agaknyer sebab cam dah relief semua assignment dah anta, tinggal exam jer. fuh! kene sturggle ni! maintaining the grade is one thing, but struggling to get higher is another thing. kak zura and shah will have to maintain their grades, as for me, i have to struggle to make my grades higher. sbb the result was delivered to my home, and result tu mmg tak amik kira assignments! from the calculation itself, diorang cuma amik the exam result jer. frustrated nyer biler tgk.. this sem mmg kene boost up on the exams.

i had a wonderful and treacherous weekend last week. thanks to ly, adha, lina, j and hazim (lina’s brother) for lighting up the weekend. and thanks to my classmates too; my groupmates; for the cooperation, information, and making going to class seems fun! hee.. cam terima award lak :p dan syukur jugak ke hadrat Illahi sebab bagi ruang & petunjuk untuk ke kelas pada minggu lepas, sebab before that, byk sangat probs yg timbul. Kami di ofis pun dapat berehat seketika, erin pun dapat ke kenduri adik ija.

aaa.. b4 i forgot.. good luck ly for ur exams! U can do IT! (cheers).

ok.. so… i’m bored… ermm.. at least my class is over and my assignments semua dah anta.. and my presentations are over!~ phew for that… masa present ari tu.. rasa cam tak cukup nafas.. then seram sejuk jer rasa.. at least at that time, half of the class was not there.. sbb masa tu tgh tea break.. so, i did my presentation with not enough oxygen and was feeling restless all through out the class

tgh hari tu call a friend, and ntah what i said pun dah tak igt, cuma i was rambling about cuak, seram, tak tau nk ckp aper, things like that.. it was really an exciting weekend actually!~ it seems to paid off when i’ve presented my public speaking (walaupun menggigil satu badan & was stuttering) sbb the topic was new and not all know about it. masa dah start talking, at first rasa cam lama sangat 10 minit tu, but then tetiba i heard the time was up, and i said to myself.. "la.. cepatnyer abis!". ahaha.. ironically for me, 10 minutes pass just like that even though i stuttered a lot, but i did manage to get my points out. during the public speaking, all i could do was look at kak zura, baguk, and those who sits at the front row; anis and roslinda.. eheheh.. at the same time i was thinking about something else that made me even wanting more to speak up. after the 10 minutes was up, the others were allowed to ask 1 question, anis ask me one… and i don’t know where the flow comes from, but i just answered even though i don’t know the answer is suitable or not, but it was more of an explaination rather than an answer. after that was over, i was like legaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sesangat!~ it was kak zura’s turn, and even though she was heavily pregnant, she presented quite well and we all liked her story of her friend cooking belacan, but the neighbour thought it was a corpse and called the police!~ (she told us about her experience studying in UK). we had loads of laughs, jitterness, stutterness, butterflies in our stomachs but eventually the lecterur enjoyed all the public speakings. after kak zura finished her speech, we went for tea break and when we return to class, it was already baguk’s turn and then it was nas turn. i was happy bcoz i got a lollipop!~ her speech was about colours.. and aku perasan yang aku lebih suka menjawab, give opinions, and ask questions! for that i;m not afraid.. kater org.. malu bertanyer sesat jalan! ehhee.. i felt it wasn’t a masters class but a kindergarten class! all of us had fun and gave moral support to each other.

then came the other presentation, the newsletter! it was during this presentation that i stuttered the most as the jittered i felt from before tak abis lagik.. but then thanks to kak zura she manage to cover me up and all ammends was made.. i’ve pointed out what i want to say and that’s what counts. a wave of relief came out from me when the class was over and i walked to KLCC. But, this struggle does not ends here. I have to keep up my grades as the first sem’s grade is quite a dissapointment for me. even though i pass, but still, it;s not enough, and i want more so i CAN be the BEST, and i’m not aiming for the moon, but the galaxy. even if i fall from the galaxy, i’ll land on the moon and not on the stars.

to be cont….. nk pulang dah.. kak liza dah memanggil cya, take care and XOXOXOXOXO bunches >:D<