Archive for November, 2007

crash and burn

Tuesday, November 13th, 2007

elloww..
hmm.. my life is upside down now.. dunno know what or where it went wrong.. a LOT happen these few days.. but somehow i can find that serenity inside of me to accept things the way there are.. i kinda go with the flow now.. which is what i’ve been doing for the past few years.. been logging my head with my mom.. hmm.. this morning i cried in the ERL.. for God sake.. it’s like in the drama series.. i just cried.. i dun care what other people think.. i just cried.. well.. all the way to bdr tasik selatan.. then i got grip of myself.. bcoz people were coming in.. and half of me sure have an ego as big as the universe.. dun wan to make a fool of myself either.. so i kinda just sniff.. heh..

i called my brother.. he’s here.. just came back last night.. well.. i juz cried on the phone.. and he did quite well by juz keeping quiet and still and not saying anything.. huhuhu.. thanks bro!

well. enuf about that.. ermm.. fakrul just got married last sunday.. and hehe.. me, tasha and jeme went there quite late.. dah tutup kedai la .. org ckp kan.. but then i was satisfied when i came.. dun know why.. even though didn’t get to see most of my frens.. this sunday will be lee’s wedding.. hehe.. i surely hope i can go.. ader joget lambak.. ahaha..

got this survey from iera.. as usual.. hehe.. juz wasting my time here.. b4 i forget.. congrats to my boss.. just got a baby.. and ermm.. hehe.. dier cuti for 2 weeks.. heaven for him! to us at the office also laa.. hahaha ~

enjoy!

1. How old will you be in five years?
~ 30!

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
~ with my pc and officemate

3. How much do you weigh?
~ seriously i dun know.. it’s been ages since i stand on that scale

4 . What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
~ hecticness and happiness

5. What’s the last movie you watched?
~ 1408

6. Who was the last person you called?
~ my bro

7 . Who was the last person who talked on the phone with you?
~ my bro

8. What was the last text message you received?
~ words of comfort from erin

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
~ no voicemail

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
~ call

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
~ chatting

12. What is your current mood?
~ tangle up.. neutral je

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
~ 6.20 am this morning

14 . What color are your eyes?
~ dark brown.. heh

15. What time did you wake up today?
~ 5.20 am

16. What are you wearing right now?
~ blouse and long skirt (i would kill to wear pants now!)

17. Do you find love or wait for it?
~ found it but it was a half one, waited for it but it never showed up.. giler ar ayat .. hehe

1 8. Where is your favorite place to be?
~ the cinema, my room

19. Where is your least favorite place?
~ none i think..

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere now?
~ happily ever after land

21 . Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
~ with sum1 i can trust and have a life with

22 . Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?
~ none

23. What do you fear the most?
~ Allah S.W.T

24. Who was the last person to send you a message?
~ erin

25. How big is your house?
~ suitable enough

26. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
~ with

27. What color are your bedsheets?
~ white and red

28. How many pillows do you sleep with?
~ 3.. i think

29. What was the last thing you eat?
~ kuey tiow

30. Are u bored right now?
~ kinda

31. What do u wish to do?
~ get out from this dimension and go to the other side

32. College or university?
~ Work

34. Quiz or midterm?
~ Exams!

35. Gold or Silver?
~ Silver

36 . Does anything hurt on your body right now?
~ nope

37. Opposite-sex that attracts you the most by looks or special qualities?
~ honesty

38. Listening to any songs now?
~ the greatest escape!

39. How long ago did you kiss someone?
~ not for a long time

40. Do u have a bf/gf?
~ nah..

41. Hugs or kisses???
~ definetly both

42. Do you smoke a lot?
~ non-smoker

43. Do you know your blood type?
~ B

44. Do you dance?
~ dance silly to myself

4 5. Do you take daily medications?
~ vitamin C

46. Have you ever drank alcohol?
~ nope

47. What song is your ringtone?
~ First time: Lifehouse

48. Do you hang on the phone for a long time?
~ can be

49. Do you own a gun?
~ i wish

50. Do you get nervous?
~ YES

51. What is your secret weapon to flirt the opposite sex?
~ i have to think about this..

52. Current worry?
~ just my freedom

53. Who is your most silent friend?
~ balkish

54. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
~ same age.. bole?

55. What food are you craving for?
~ pizza