silveries

today i’m feeling a bit low.. maybe sbb semalam balik lmbt.. but still mcm la tk pernah balik lmbt sblm ni.. ntah naper i couldn’t wait to start my classes.. cam enjoyable.. not to think about work.. go out and enjoy myself with my frens. the other day, when i was thinking.. i come to terms that. all this while i sacrifice my own happiness and dreams juz to make others happy.. why? bcoz.. of course i would like to see them happy.. as that makes me happy.. erk.. ok.. melalut! crap! ahahah.. aku bosan nihhh.. skrg ni aku cam fobia tau… sbb pepagi camni.. eh..silap.. dah tgh hari.. haa.. selalunyer la.. biler ader keje aku terus buat, so cepat la abis kan.. so aku leh plan aper aku nk buat ptg2.. aku nk gi jejalan ke, tgk mubi ke, jumpa my frens ke.. tp.. sejak dua menjak nih.. ntah naper.. pagi aku tgk pc .. tk buat aper aper.. sampai muak aku pandang pc ni, pc ni pun muak tgk aku dah agaknyer.. tp biler ptg jer, br la start kasik keje.. hmm.. i’m not complaining.. well, actually i am.. tp tlg la, bg keje tu pg ke.. i mean, hmmm.. seriously it got me thinking caner la benda ni leh jadik.. yg org atas atas tu, tau la dah duk kat atas, tp jgn la jdkan alasan buat keje lmbt.. nk buat keputusan pun lmbt..u are the leader, nnt masa2 krisis nnt, tak tau nk buat keputusan aper dan mcm maner..

programmer aku ader ckp tadik.. aper yg kiter lukis or buat menggambarkan aper yg sebenarnyer kiter tgh pk. btul tu.. cikgu aku pun pernah ckp camtuh.. hmm.. ikutkan i think everyone knows.. so aku selalu tgk2 balik aper yg aku doodle or lukis kat dlm buku organizer aku masa meeting.. bukan aku tgk dgr aper aper masa meeting, cuma aper yg dibincang tak membawa kepentingan pd aku.. so utk membazir masa yang sedang berjalan, aku pun doodle ntah aper aper. kekadang aku tulis nama2 kekawan aku, nama aku, kekadang mmg serabut la aku tgk balik.. cam mmg serabut actually kepala aku.. i need a break.. tp in this fast world.. nk take a break, tertinggal la ko.. i just need time for myself.. lay back for a while.. kalau dulu aku workholic.. lps tu slowly, and i mean slowwwwlyyyyy aku tukar cara keje.. tak jd workholic dah.. tp still tkder la sampai tak buat langsung.. kalau ader pun, atas sbb2 tertentu.. hmm..

and o yehh.. clover best!.. thanks for rekemen my fren!

1.last cigarette?
++nope

2. last beverage?
++ milo ais.

3. last phone call.
++ fatin.

4. last text message.
++ erin

5. last cd played:
++ diana krall

6. last BUBBLE bath:
++ ahah.. bath tub pun tkder.. nk bubble bath amendenyer

7. last time you cried?
++ 8th january 2008, tuesday

8. last meal:
++ a few minutes back

SEVEN have you’s:
1. have you ever dated someone twice?
++ nope

2. have you ever been cheated on?
++ of course!

3. have you ever kissed someone & regret it?
++ never actually kissed anyone, so what’s there to regret

4. have you ever fallen in love?
++ one-sided

5. have you ever lost someone?:
++ kinda

6. have you ever been depressed?:
++ yes!

List THREE favorite colors —
++ black, blue, marroon

list TWO things you want to do before you die —,
++ can;t really know when i die.. but if there’s a choice.. tell my family and friends i love them so much and just savour my last breath i guess

=====Have you ever======

made one new friend:
++ yes

Laughed until you cried:
++ yup

Went behind your parents back?
++ yup

Found out who your true friends were:
++ yeah..

2. Gay Marriage?:
++ ntah lah.. no comment

3. Lowering the drinking age?
++ take the responsibility

4. Straight, Gay, Bi ?
++ straight

5. Who are the best huggers that you know?
++ myself! of course lisha, iera, mai, yan, erin

8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
++ it;s a kurung and no label..

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
++ yup!

10. How many people on your top friends do u Know?:
++ i know all of them

11. How many kids do you want to have?
++ pair sets.. dunno..

13. Do you wanna change your name?
++ nope

14. What did you do for your last birthday?
++ went to work and bought a self-present

15.What time did you wake up today?
++ 5.20 am

16. What were you doing at midnight last night?
++ chatted and played a game

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?
++ not much.. can;t wait to see lisha actually, it’s been ages!

18. Last time you saw your dad?
++ 12th january 2008, saturday

Q: What’s the first thing you did this morning?
biasa la.. check phone & pc

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
kinda

Q: Where is the last place you went?
pasar mlm bdr tun razak.. leh?

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
me bed

Q: Why did you sleep there?
it’s beside my pc, so.. easy la for me to just slide on it

Q: What was the last reason you cried?
tuesday 8th january 2008..

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
apersal la ngantuk sangat nih????

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
5

Q: What do you hear right now?
opening song for mokke

Q: What’s your favorite look for hair?
a bit of curls, locks. org melayu panggil ikal mayang and spiky hair

Q: Name three things you did today?
watch death note, thinking, go to the cafe..

Q: Last thing you said?
.. sbb tadi benda ni zoom out 60%, so ayat kecik nmpk pecah la sikit. kalau tgk full, ok je.

Q: What kind of phone do you have?
nokia 5300

Q: What are you doing right now?
waiting for the clock to strike 12.15 pm.. wanna go have lunch at bdr tun razak

Q: What color eyes do you have?
stunningly dark brown.. ahaha

Q: Is your hair up?
nope.. but i dun let my hair down either..

Q: Are you wearing shoes?
yup

Q: Do you have a chair in your room?
yup

Q: What are you doing tomorrow?
ermm.. will be buying a cake for my mom

Q: Do you know anyone named Betsy?
wasn;t that character in the Archie comic

Q: What’s the color of your hair?
brightly between dark and light.. how..

Q: Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
datuk harimau pukul berapa? bole?.. heheheh.. takpun.. voltron, defender of the universe.. and saber ridersssss and the star sheriffs.. :p

1. How much older are you than the person you like?
~ heh..

2. how long have you been dating them?
~ them?

3. What is in your wallet right now?
~ normal stuff

4. Wallpaper on your cell phone?
~ a calm theme

5. Where was your default picture taken?
~ in the car on our way back to kampung during raya last year

6. Do you like messages or comments better?
~ comments maybe

7.Who was your last text from?
~ erin

8. What’s the most interesting thing that happened today?
~ i would say this morning when unknowingly my ic pic terselit dengan kertas berserta ayat ‘minta byr sewa umah 8 bulan tertunggak’.. interesting…

9. What is your current mood?
~ normal.. not hype or low

10. What color shirt are you wearing?
~ have to wear batik every thursday now, so my black kurung with batik motif

11. Do have a crazy side?
~ ahahah.. yeah, i guess so.. i talk to myself sumtimes.. is that crazy?

12. Ever had a near death experience?
~ dreams

13. What was the highlight of your weekend?
~ my mom’s birthday

14. Who’s car were you in last?
~ my uncle’s

15. Do you get along with girls?
~ ermm.. depends.. usually can get along with guys more than girls.. but depends laa

17. Last movie you saw?
~ i am legend.. interesting movie plus with the girl beside me who would jump at any noise and selubung herself with her sweater..

18. Last thing you ate?
~ instant porridge

19. What was last thing you drank?
~ green tea

20. Are you happy right now?
~ so-so

21. Whats the last thing someone said to you?
~ thanks..

1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
: nicky or nathan petrelli :p

2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
: no one.. stable mood

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
: yeah

5. How long do you think you will live?
: depends on how God lay my path

6 . What was the first thing you did this morning?
: eyes open, groan bcoz it’s already 5.20 am, check my pc bcoz i was online and check my phone..

7 . The color of carpet in your bedroom?
: red

9. Last person you went out to dinner with?
: erin

10. Are you spoiled?
: sumtimes

11.Do you drink lots of water?
: yeah

1 2. What toothpaste do you use?
: darlie tea toothpaste

13. How do you vent your anger?
: talk to my friends or just simply listen to a song

14. The last compliment you received?
: dun remember

15. What are you doing this weekend?
: dun know yet, maybe celebrate my mom’s birthday this saturday..

16 When was the last time you threw up?
: last year

18. What theme does your room have?
: store room theme

19. When was the last time you were at a party?
: hmm.. party tkder kot.. open house yes..

20. Are you a mama’s child or a daddy’s child?
: certainly both

21. Would you ever join the military?
: if i can

22. The last website you visited?
: mysoju

23. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
: no one.. juz took a pic of meself stand alone..

let’s begin with.. assalamualaikum.. and a very good morning to all my beloved friends.. heh.. ok.. this morning i’m feeling a bit restless and tk larat bcoz of not enough sleep.. ader benda kacau, bengang tul aku.. tkper.. tu bawak tepi dulu.. aaa, the topic of the day is……….. like the title la.. yesterday sucks big time here at the office!~ how i wish i was back in eravisi with all the guys and lovin’ each day of it.. but what’s done is done, u can’t really turn back.. unless i quit here and join back eravisi la kan.. but i know my mom wouldn’t quite like it.. even i dun know the exact words to it..

when i was in mmu, i kinda have the feeling that everyone liked me, bcoz i didn’t receive anything like a hate-mail or anything like that but there are incidents like those silent treatment or bitter misunderstanding and the first time i was called a b**** was during alpha.. at that time i was utterly shocked la kan and dun know how to handle it.. those days my fear was not to be liked by everyone.. so kinda tried hard to fit in.. but then the flow just go and got lovable and variety of friends.. i think rasa rejected pun masa alpha gak.. wakaka.. klaka je biler igt balik.

when i got my first job, it was kinda a nuetral environment, everyone did their work, they don’t gossip tk tentu pasal, kinda like pros la and even though it’s kinda bored it was ok and that’s the first work experience i had in a multi-racial environment. now, on to the all-malay environment lak.. aaaaaaaaaa.. this one is trouble if u step on the wrong foot or rather the wrong head. my second job was a all-malay environment and i would say, that was the best place i’ve worked eventhough there are painful memories there; emotionally, but all in all, it was the best place and the place where things took a turn and fate played a definite role there. starting from there, i worked with 3 other companies with all-malay environment, and i would say eravisi tops the chart side by side with kec.. for me la… orang selalu ckp, environment melayu ni kalau tkder gossip, tkder kutuk2 blkg, tkder seorang manusia yg kepoh, mmg tak sah.. ahaha.. i seriously second that! but the good thing about my previous company (tk kisah whether it was kec, intelliture, 3is Tech, eravisi) is that, the people are straight-forward, nice, good-hearted people; may Allah bless them throughout their life. when sumthing is amiss, they would come straight at the respected person and try to talk or inform the person in a respective way so that the person wouldn’t feel humiliated or anything of the sort.. and for me, honestly, that’s what matured me most and that’s why we could all be friends, can go lepak together and even go on picnics together! we could just open up about sumthing and ask opinions from them. i even trust a few of them with my life. it’s not that i dun trust the others, i trust them, but there are a few which i am close, i know i can call them up anytime and talk or cry on the phone, or just vent my anger at sumthing. how i MISS the old days..

but this present one, seriously this is a suicidal one, i can go into tampoi or tanjung rambutan or any psychology rehab anytime.. yesterday i got to know ader ‘mulut-mulut’ yg kater aku ni selalu balik awal.. what the… !?? aku balik awal???? kul 3 lebih tu awal ke??? ader OT ke diorang kasik aku?????? tkder kan.. soooooooooooo.. ???? gaji pun lembab! anyone who is waras lagi can think that they can go and do other part time during the evenings to get extra income and that’s what i’m doing! i’m taking a freelance with my old company and i have to go there to see them and discuss about it!

aku tau kene stay sampai kul 5.. tp from 1 to 5 is like the golden hours for me if i have a freelance to do or i got an exam coming up.. aper la gunanyer aku selama ni dtg awal, then terus sit in front of this pc and do my work for 5 hours straight?.. call me sombong ke, tak peramah ke.. tp biler aku dpt keje, aku buat keje tu sampai abis.. lain la tetiba aku kene serang ngan penyakit malas.. tp still aku abihkan jugak.. yg bole get along ngan aku, programmer aku si fidah.. heh. aku rasa ngan dier jer la aku leh ckp and just be me.. cam ckp tu still bertapis lagik la, tp mmg ngan dier jer la aku bole jd aku.. lps tu aku kat sini cam tak berapa nk ikut protokol sangat.. kalau org lain panggil nama dgn encik/cik kat depan.. aku tak. aku harung je panggil nama org tu.. tp kalau org atas aku panggil la puan ke, en ke, cik ke.. rupanyer masa awal2 aku masuk, ader gk diroang tanyer2 si fidah.. hmm.. tk kisah la tu. aku cuma tau bhgn hr/admin yg punca aku makin tkder perasaan kat sini.. bhgn/department aku takder masalah..

it’s not that i want to bad talk or anything, it’s just that, PLEASE LEAVE ME WITH MY WORK! why do they have to sibuk2 amik tahu aku balik awal ke.. balik lmbt ke? SUKA HATI AKU LA! PKS kat jabatan kementerian lain semua balik on time.. tetiba kat sini lak polisi lain.. aper hal??! helloooo.. aku ni bukan jenis suka kene pijak kepala, lps tu suka kipas2 org kat blkg.. SORRY NOT ME! i bound myself here with the contract.. and the contract says i only work until 1 pm, unless there is work to be done on that day itself. kalau tk, jd macam semalam la.. melanguk aku tkder keje, aku tgk heroes separuh jalan, and i snap at the others. sbb aku cm dah kurang percaya kat diorang.. i dun know who to trust.. sblm ni aku ok je.. i’m neutral, aper yg aku dgr, aku dgr and simpan, tk masuk campur. and lagi satu.. aku rasa aku takder la nk sibuk2 jaga tepi kain sesaper.. kalau ye pun korang cam tak puas hati ngan aku sbb aku balik awal, ckp straight kat aku.. tak yah nk bgtau ketua jabatan ke aper ke.. aku ader explaination aku. takat ni la, maner yg tegur aku, aku tegur balik dengan elok.. tkder nk sombong2 ke aper ke.. kalau bole aku tolong, aku tolong.

SO kpd mereka-mereka yg bawak mulut tu.. TOLONG JAGA MULUT TU, JANGAN BIAR MULUT TU LARI LIAR SANGAT!

lps aku dpt tau je, aku cam rasa bengang sangat, bak kater my fren, naper heartbroken sangat nih.. ahahah.. klaka la. as usual, i called erin tp tak jawab, tgh tdo kot.. so aku kasik la sms panjang berjela kat dier.. cam aku luahkan perasaan kat sms tu.. lps tu aku call slync, ntah naper nak nangis gak.. kira semalam is the trigger la, sebelum ni aku byk telan je aper yg jd.

ok.. so i leave it here at the moment.. cam nk rush.. daa!~

erm.. ermm.. skrg aku rasa cam tak best sikit, tk tau pesal.. ermm.. td aku rasa ok je.. cam happy gak la.. ntah ler.. mood swing tak tentu pasal.. bukannyer ader aper aper pun..

pernah tak korang rasa tetiba half of you is gone.. cam tetiba terasa empty.. it happen to me a while ago.. i mean.. last week actually.. erkk.. aahha.. klaka je bile pk.. tp mmg tu la aku rasa.. cam tetiba sayap sebelah patah.. lps tu start la aku nk risau ntah aper aper.. tp ikutkan.. that’s life.. kalau tak, sampai biler keadaan yg sama berulang.. u can’t be God and hope the same thing happen all ur life.. even though sumtimes it does happen.. but….

there are sum things i think i can handle.. but then, biler pk balik.. bole ke? ish.. tak larat aku nk makan hati lagi dah.. i can only pray and hope for the best.. even though i dun have high hopes.. bcoz i once learned.. if u have high hopes, when it doesn’t happen the way u wanted it, worse if it backfires.. the pain, the feeling is just to painful for u endure, yeah.. i’ve felt heartbreaks, and damn it does hurt like hell! i’ve felt failure, i’ve cried over the phone with my roomates, i’ve felt jealousy; even towards my gurlfrens, i’ve felt sad, angry, nonsense, crazy, extremely over the top of the world happiness, lovey-dovey feelings.. but emptiness… hmm.. it sure does come by knocking once in a while.. ugh.. once felt empty, it feels like a zombie.. walking around with dead feelings inside you.. u just dun seem to care what happen around u.. somehow of all the things that happen, it all gives a meaning, u can still go on.. even if it hurts like hell.. it’s just maybe ur pride, ur dignity, or ur trust towards other people would tarnish.. but, have to remember.. the world doesn’t wait for you.. i want to see ps i love u! i love reading books about life and things.. so initially at first i thought i understand what the character feels.. but then.. it never happen to me before so i couldn’t possibly understand.. unless the same thing happen to me.

heh.. babbling sumthing useless again.. mcm tkder keje je ari nih.. org pun tak ramai.. i can like go out and jalan2.. hmm.. do i want to go out with my fren.. or just spent my time alone? .. we’ll see..

yesterday i got to see jiah, kak liza’s daughter! rindu sangat! ahahah.. dah besarrrr.. azi pun dah besaarrr.. mcm kembar lak diorang.. ooo.. not to forget.. sudin got a baby girl! hmm.. saw sum cute baby shoes.. igt nk beli la nnt.. and idan will be expecting too this february.. rizal will be expecting in march.. ahahah.. berderet!

The phone rings. What is your ringtone?
- last thing on my mind (ronan keating & leean rimes)

2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
- yeah

3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?
- my sis

4. Favorite drink?
- tea.. any tea

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?
- ntah la.. before this they know..

6. Last time you talked to your mom?
- this morning

7. Where are you right now?
- in my own space..

8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
- who would it be..?

9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
- knife

10. Favorite pie?
- apple

11. How is your hair?
- black, brown, blue..

12 . Where’s the last place you walked to?
- the pantry

13. Last time you had a sleepover?
- ermm.. dun think so

14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?
- 4 am..

15. What are you doing?
- typing

16. Have you been in a car accident?
- yup

17. What is the last thing you said aloud?
- dua..

18 . Who’s the 1st person on your missed calls list?
- slync

19 . What did the last text message you received say?
- wakakaka dunia baru!..

21. Story behind your Friendster song?
- dun have a frenster song..

1. What is the status of you and the last person you texted?
my brother

2. What is wrong with you right now?
getting the sniffles kot.. rainy season

3. Do you miss your first love?
heh.. am i being selfish if i say no.. bcoz it’s not

4. Have you lost any good friends recently?
nope

5. Who do you hate?
kinda no one rite now, but please dun top the chart anyone..

6. What do you want in your life right now?
bliss

7. Are you happy?
yeah

8. What do you smell like?
ahah.. hmm.. adidas pure

9. Drinking?
nescafe breakfast

10. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
pillows, book or mag, hp, laptop

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
nope. simplicity is complicated enough..

12. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from?
melal.. kembar joe.. sweet person!

13. Whose house did you go to last night?
no one’s

14. What were you thinking when you woke up this morning?
why is it monday..

15. Do you like anyone right now?
likey ma frens!~

16. Are you bored?
nope

17. What is the last movie you watched?
aliens vs predators 2

18. What are you excited about?
if a fren’s getting married or having a baby, or got a new book, or got to see a favourite movie, or juz simply see and hanging out with my friends.

19. Who was last to touch your butt?
none

20. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts.
nope, my dreams are weirder than that..

21. What’s on your mind right now?
can’t wait to watch heroes

22. Who was the last person to see you cry?
erin!~

23. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R"?
ratna!~

24. Do you care what others think about you?
honestly no..

25. Who do you trust?
myself, my family, my friends

26. Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
i can’t really see, but hope so..

27. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
a new work, new environment

28. Who was the last person you called?
slync

29. Who was the last missed call?
slync

30. What’s your ring tone?
far away by nickelback

31. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
nope

32. What were you doing at 8pm last night?
lazing around in bed

33. What do you want in life?
ish.. irritating laks soalan nih.. sumthing meaningful la..

34. What do you hear?
linkin’ park - bleed it out

35. What are your plans for your next birthday?
fuh.. it’s still a long way to my birthday.. so no plans for now

36. What type of music do you like?
any kind that suits the mood and situation.. but simply relax and floating kinda music..

37. Do you think you will be in a relationship in the next few months?
hmm.. only God knows..

38. Do you have any heroes?
He who create me, my family and my friends..

39. Coolest parent you know?
mine, erin, lisha, mai, yan! ahaha..

40. Are you proud of anyone?
well.. proud of myself :p

new year again! 2008! yikes! erm.. fuh.. sekejapnyer rasa masa tu jalan.. the next thing u know it’ll be 2009 pulak.. ahahah.. tkmo tkmo cepat sangat.. i want to enjoy my 25!
well.. to start off my new year, my knee was sprained, AGAIN! of all i think, stupid things i’ve done, a sprained knee juz bcoz i skipped a step at a shopping mall stairs, well, fortunetly i didn’t stumble forward, i managed to back it up with my right leg. the result.. a week of full rest and madness! for the first 4 days, i couldn’t touch the floor, as though my leg will split into two! perfect timing was that the final exam was around the corner.. and well.. yeah.. maybe juz as my fren was saying.."ader hikmah tu.."

i went to the exam with crutches, it sure does hurt a little.. but i can take it! then.. the next exam, i could walk! well, a little.. terdengkot-dengkot la .. like my fren said :p.. then afterwards the plan was to meet my fren to give him season 2 of heroes, yeah i got it baby! ahaha.. at first, tak jadik.. then out of the blue my parents gave me the permission to go and see him; despite my leg at that time.. but i know i can handle it.. so rather than meeting up at klcc, we went and meet up at OU.. dah lama giler tak gi OU.. jauh nyer nk jalan ke cinema.. which at first i didn’t know which cinema it was.. i bought aliens vs predators 2.. walk a bit, rest a bit, then walk again.. before that i called erin up… haven;t heard from her for quite sum time.. well.. a week or so like that.. ahahhaa.. all went well that day, and i appreciate my fren for sending me back home.. thanks! >:D<

ok.. as usual la rite.. i took this one from melal.. just wasting my time at the office even though i have work to do. the net is crazy and i have no idea to do a layout.. there’s just too many restrictions in doing the layout.. so i can;t do anything great but juz simple and old government style web..

ok.. here goes..

1. Your ex and you
- do not have and ex

2. Listening to
- dashboard confessional - stolen

3. Maybe I should
- go and fly a kite or just walk in the rain

4 . I love
- water! including rain during nights; absolute carefree

5. Chocolate
- *drooling.. ahah.. depends on my mood

6 . I don’t understand
- methodology.. ahahha..

7. I have lost my respect for
- those who lied, cheated, took for granted, taken advantge.. wut else.. need i say more..

8 . I last ate
- tuna sandwich

9. The meaning of my display name is
- it;s my name

10. God
- from Him we are created and to Him we will go

11. Someday be a
- human being

12 . I will always remember
- everything what people said and done in the past.. can’t help it

13. Love
- can’t have enough of it

14 . I never ever want to lose
- my memoirs

15 .MySpace
- not active

16. Tomorrow I will
- do the same thing i do today.. but extra happy bcoz it’s friday!

17 . Simple kiss
- warmth

18. I wish
- to be a bit selfish..

01. is your hair wet?
- nope

02. is your cell phone right by you?
- yeah

03. do you miss someone?
- well, not juz now

04 . are you wearing chop stick?
- i dun wear them..

05. are you tired?
- a bit sleepy

06. are you wearing pajamas?
- nope

07. are you hungry?
- nope

08. are you mad?
- dun like getting mad

10. are you upset?
- nope.. juz no emotion today

HAVE YOU…

01. recently done anything you regret?
- nope

0 3. ever stuck gum under a desk?
- nope, i think

0 4. ever kicked someone?
- of course

05. ever tripped over your own feet?
- shesh.. yeah

TODAY HAVE YOU…
01.cursed?
- not yet i think..

02. have you gotten mad at someone?
- yeah, totally

-RANDOM-
Q: is there someone who is on your mind right now?
- yeah.. bunch of them

Q: do you have any siblings?
- yeah

Q: do you want children?
- yeah

Q: do you smile often?
- yeah, even when i’m alone, but that;s bcoz i would be listening to the radio or mp3 most of the time..

Q: do you untie your shoes every time
- nope

Q: do you like your handwriting?
- yes

Q : are you a friendly person?
- i would like to think so..

Q: whose bed other than yours do you sleep in?
- mine only

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
- green

Q: what were you doing at 10pm yesterday?
- was battling with demons and monster of hellgate london