silveries

“Help someone you love make changes — convince them that anything is possible.”

erm.. that would be what my horoscpoe says for today.. hmm.. ironically.. the one i love is nowhere to be found… yet. ermm.. i suppose it doesn’t relate to only bf or gf but also families and frens.. ok.. the main question is.. whom do i love? be it a fren, an enemy? erghh.. no way! hmm.. a stranger? cheesy..

still at the office.. actually waiting for zaid to come and pick up atiel.. she had a major stomachache and couldn’t walk properly.. so ala.. kesian la plak nk tinggal sesorang.. hmm.. now i;m sitting at her place.. seriously her keyboard is much better than mine hmm.. she’s asleep at m-strat room, and eez fallen asleep beside me here on the table.. kesian.. ari nih dier kene jaga grup.. haa.. researchers are very busy nowadays.. haih.. time2 nk raya ni la byk projek masuk.. tkper.. at least i got work to do.. and today was quite hectic.. ahaha.. dah lama tak lari2 anak dlm opis.. tu pun sbb one of the execs half day.. hmm.. tp ok la.. not much yg happen la.. juz that i was feeling down a bit.. dunno why.. hmm.. mcm malas nk pk psal sesaper.. cuma nk pk pasal diri sendiri jer.. huhu..

this sunday start class d.. fuh. .cepatnyer msa berlalu.. hopefully i can take the tesis.. pleaseeeeee.. but seriously dah tkder tenaga and mood nk study.. maybe sbb dah dkt penghujung.. so dinamik and momentum of studying tu dah nk abih.. lgpun terasa mcm tak cayer je dh masuk final sem.. huhuh… i already set one massive target for myself before or when i reach 30.. and no, it’s not to get married, mind u.. ader la sumthing.. i juz want to bear it in mind.. if i got what i wanted during those period.. then i can think about marriage.. tp kiter cuma rancang.. Tuhan yg tentukan.. btul tak? haa.. yer la.. mcm skrg nih pun.. byk kali je aku plan.. tp tak jd.. hmm.. ade hikmahnyer kot.. but dunno why skrg ni asyik tak larat jer.. tak cukup rehat ke.. seriously tak tau.. it’s like aku dah gunakan semua energy yg ader sebelum nih.. and skrg ni mcm dah burn out.. but hey.. my mind won’t stop thinking.. skrg ni aku cam pk nk kumpul duit.. so mmg tiap2 bulan skimp and save.. byk benda yg aku nk beli aku pk seribu kali nk beli ke tak.. hmm.. tp kalau aku nk beli .. aku beli la.. camtuh.. cuma aku pk.. berbaloi ke aku beli nnt.. and aku ni dah la cerewet when it comes to shoes, clothes and pants.. huhu..

(lamanyer si zaid ni balik amik kete.. aku pun dah ngantuk dah nih.. ) balik rasa mcm nk main ps2.. tp tgk la caner.. esok sabtu.. lisha ajak gi beli baju kurung kat ampang.. hmm.. ok gak.. aku dah lama tak jumpa lisha.. and dah lama tak go out during weekends… so maybe it’s a good thing for me to go out for a while.. since the last time aku jumpa slync.. aku rasa aku dah tak kuar dah..  apatah lagi jumpa bebudak ex-kec.. jauh panggang dr api.. mmg lama giler tak jumpa.. and then ader sumthing yg buat aku kecik hati yg diroang.. haih.. sorry la guys.. tp aku mmg kecik hati biler dpt tau pasal gath tu.. hmmm.. but that’s another story.. i’ll continue la biler aku ade mood.. ok la.. mau baliks.. zaid pun dah sampai nk pick up atiel.. and i have to call a taxi.. ok la yer.. tata..

okeh.. huhuh.. selamat pagi cikgu! wahahaha.. kalau tak tgk lagi upin ipin.. gi la tgkk.. ahaha.. hilang tensen! haaa.. aku dah la tgh bajet giler2 ni.. bkn nk kawin pun.. tp ntah la.. risaunyer dgn keadaan sekrg.. hmm.. aper lagik nk merepek nih.. disebabkan skrg ni aku agak meluat dgn seseorang.. aku sampai malas nk amik tau dah.. haa.. jgn la bimbang pada yg tertanyer2 tu.. bukan anda.. tp org lain di tmpt kerja ku.. haaa.. jeng jeng jeng.. haih.. so aku skrg ni malas nk layan dier.. huhu.. yer la.. orang ‘pandai’ kan.. nk buat caner kan..  hehe.. okeh.. sebleum aku start buat keje (mcm la aku ader keje ari ni nk buat)..  meh aku buat survey.. aku amik dr si melal..

14. Would you date/hook up with your brothers best friend?
:: ahha.. no way! bcoz i dun have a brother