silveries

haa.. ermm.. aper nk tulis.. ok.. skrg ni aku rasa cam ader sikit freedom la.. sbb dha abih kelas.. cuma ader a few adjustments to my assignment yg di mana aku rasa mcm .. ishh.. nak kene perbaiki lagik tp aku mcm penat dan malas sikit. tp kene la gak buat sbb nnt markah kurengg… !

another thing.. aku ni dah lama tak membaca.. dan aku rindu sesangat nk membaca.. selalunyer one week for book.. tp sekarang ni.. nk pegang buku pun susah.. kalo magazine tu.. selalunyer tak sampai 15 minit aku bole abih.. skrg ni amik masa dekat sebulan br nk baca!.. hampas tul.. hmm ye rla.. maner tak nyer.. balik keje je dah penat.. ntah aper yg penat aku pun tak sure.. but for the past one week and this week.. seriously it’s hectic! everyone wants their project to close before krismas.. and we are all at our wits end, even Fafa pun geram and luahkan perasaan semalam and tadi.. kesian gak kt dier.. so just lend an ear jer la utk dier.. hopefully i can finish my codeframe by this friday to give to the researcher (my original plan is this thursday.. hopefully can make it too), because i can look up to another project also.. i just noticed i got two projects closing this friday.. ughh.. this thursday i also got two projects closing.. and next monday another two projects closing.. erkk. busy week ahead!

am now on my bed with my laptop.. ahaha.. this is the life.. listening to radio.. i’m now a flyfm fan.., maybe because i’m doing the group assignment with them so i have to observe and do research on them.. but it was worth it.. i got the experience to go into a konti and met with the DJ’s.. so cooll .. !

talk about not having a book to read.. there’s a lot of new books i wantewd to buy and read,, of coz.. so the other day.. i went to klcc with my brother to pay the insurance… then wewent to kinokuniya.. it was there i think i got a glimpse of melor.. my ex-classmate during uni years.. i got so hooked up with all the books.. i didn’t know which one to buy.. so i scout around.. and! i found darren shan’s new book.. it’s called Wolf Island.. straight away i picked it up and held to it.. darren shan is my current favourite author! then i scout again.. and found coraline.. i wanted so much that book.. but i want the story version.. the only one they have is the graphic novel.. then i found another one of neil gailman’s book called “The Graveyard Book”.. so immediately i bought it.. then i bought a book for my sis.. so initially we have the complete set of diablo book! so i got 3 books in my hand now.. then i scout for mags for my mom.. then straight away i went to pay.. i know it’ll cost me a fortune for that.. but i just dun care.. i want to buy a book! haaa.. the total cost is 100++! ahahaha.. but tkper.. as my mom say.. if it’s for a good cause then it’s ok.. and buying books is one of it.. sumday i’ll do a mini library and yesss.. one of my dream is that.. ! apart from having a very cool house and lots of movies! yeah!
huhu.. sleeppyyy.. ok la.. stop here la for now.. daa

ok.. alu all! hmm.. actually dah 2 bulan lebih rupanyer aku tak tulis aper aper ek kat sini.. muahaha.. sorry laaa.. bz giler! well.. selain dr tu aku cam malas nk tulis.. sbb it won;t change any facts or anything but only it calm my moods..

truthfully a lot .. i mean.. zillion billion things happen and much of it are sakit hati, sakit jiwa, craziness, boredom, but all in all, one memory kept me going.. and.. well.. it does until now.. if i’m feeling angry or tak puas hati or sakit hati, i can;t reach out to any photos of my friends from KEC; erin, zul, rizal, lee, jeme, fatin, naley; just to name a few.. but relying on my memory to remember all the great things we’ve been through together.. all the hardships, the laughters, the tears, the smiles, the twist in each other’s life..  come to think of it, it’s rather fascinating.. i was looking back at the photos we took way back when we were at KEC.. it’s like going through a time warp, looking back at me, at them years ago! looking back, at that time we did not know what the future holds for us, but now we know.. we cannot go back and say to ourself, “hey, don;t do that, u’ll end up hurting yourself!” .. i;m not Hiro, u know.. every single person has changed, and most are married and got kids! hahaha.. a reality check for me too.. am not getting young, but not getting old either, so where am i?.. made some resolution and am going for it.. really dun care what other people say.. and honestly.. having a bf or marriage is the last thing on my mind even though, yeah.. i am starting to skimp and save for the future..

juz uploaded a few pics from the annual dinner! haha.. it was kinda fun, bcoz this is the first company’s annual dinner i went and interesting how it felt.. we got a theme and that was Brand! darn, i voted for superhero! ahaha. we had to dress up as a brand, example, Digi.. so you have to come as a yellowman! I opted for anna sui, the doll-like version.. but the scavenger hunt for a doll-like dress is a bummer! i did find a blouse which is not me at all, but i liked it! another dreadful thing was i had to sing at the annual dinner! :O oo.. juz get me out of there, i screamed in silence! thankfully there was a karaoke set courtesy from Allen! Me, fafa and wan lu sang “Seasons in The Sun” and i figured i might as well have fun rather than not have fun.. so i blocked all the stage fright and jitters, and just sang! ahaha.. the things that was helping me was of course, having to sing with fafa and wan lu, the memory of karaoke-ing with my friends and i love the song to bits.. got a few pictures with the gals and guys of RI.. and got a picture with Thompson and Chris! ahhaa.. like talking to Chris, bcoz he’s so peramah and his laughter is like a happy virus to all the people who happen to hear his laughter! Thompson is cute! and he talks fast!

Chris sang Umbrella by Rihanna by popular demand.. and seriously it brings back memory when i went to see marie digby at OU.. we were singing Umbrella, and yeah.. when Chris guide us at the chorus, we sang! The joy of knowing the song and the moment is special making it more memorable and heart-warming! ohh.. and Chris’s voice was fabulous!!!! i record it a few seconds and i kept watching it over and over again! ahahah.. Yazree also sang Man Bai’s song and Richard Marx’s Now and Forever!

ooohh.. the time! have to get sum sleep! ermm.. ok la.. if got time , i’ll continue ya it’s juz been a hectic week extremely bz as i;m juggling between work and study and life!
guten nacht!