silveries

Am also in love with this song!

Staind - Tangled Up In You

You’re my world
The shelter from the rain
You’re the pills
That take away my pain
You’re the light
That helps me find my way
You’re the words
When I have nothing to say

And in this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you

You’re the fire
That warms me when I’m cold
You’re the hand I have to hold
As I grow old
You’re the shore
When I am lost at sea
You’re the only thing
That I like about me

And in this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you

How long has it been
Since this storyline began
And I hope it never ends
And goes like this forever

In this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
Tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you

it’s new year! wow.. masa berjalan tanpa henti dgn pantasnya! tp aku rasa mcm biasa je.. ahahha.. ok.. so the difference is aku kat kampeni baru, doing a job which is 50-50 related to what i studied and am studying.. honestly i was depressed for the past few months.. i dunno know why.. it’s normal for a person who’s depressed says that.. bcoz they could not point which is the problem.. so was i.. but then.. i perked up.. and my other half was saying.. dun think about things which you dun know will happen or not.. just be prepare for it.. work for it..

i wanted to take a break this sem, but my prof wants me to continue.. so after giving it some thoughts.. ok.. i;m going to take this sem.. hopefully all will be well.. it’s hard enough for me to earn as much as i did last month.. and fortunetly, alhamdulillah.. i did made a bit to pay for the fees.. fuh.. and i had the luxury to spent for my mum, my sis and my bro.. i shared with my bro a resident evil DVD.. bcoz mainly we haven’t got an original dvd.. so why not.. we share 50-50.. then we bought a dvd player.. at long last.. we have a dvd player; believe it or not.. i was thinking of buying one for my dad as the one in Putra got busted.. but first, my mums’ birthday is coming up.. so dunno what to buy her .. maybe the usual.. flowers, cake.. but what else.. ? i opted to make a cross stitch.. but i have to buy the materials first..then it would be easy..

i heard a friend to a friend of mine juz open a cafe.. and.. i juz can;t explain the feelings i had when i heard that.. and eventually after that, i got kinda offended and terkilan and terkecik hati with one of my pals.. well… i dunno know why.. maybe i was looking for support and my pal wasn’t giving any… i called up very good friend of mine yesterday and juz talking on the phone made my head clear and i could think straight and see where i was going.. i was terharu when my friend said sumthing which i didn;t even realize anyone would have thought and it was spot on with what i’m feeling at the time..

i want to achieve something out of my norm.. i dun want to stay at the same place forever.. now that am taking masters is one ticket to a better position and life; insys-allah… bcoz my degree grades doesn;t help much.. and then i can think of making my other dreams come true.. i can see my path.. but it is rocky and it’s still high up.. but i know am getting there…

and what helps me when am not in a good mood..  music! it just lightens up the whole life and helps that good feeling inside come bursting out..

i found Cokelat’s album and the songs are cool and fluttery! i love it!

this is one of the songs i really really like to listen and relate to it. the title is “Tak Berujung” which means no ending. whe i first saw the title.. i thought it must be a normal song without much emotional effect on me.. but the moment i listen.. ahahaha.. i melted! it’s a lovely song.. and here’s the lyric

Tak kan pernah ada yang bisa sepertimu
Kau lah matahari menyinari hati
Setiap waktu

Semua yang telah kau berikan
Tak kan hilang

Slalu menyertaiku dalam
Setiap langkah

Dirimulah satu cinta sejati
tak berujung

Well.. ok.. wanna watch Jigoku Shoujo!