life drain’s infinity ~
ok.. so here i am.. all lazy to go to work.. well. .. there’s a reason for that.. yesterday two of my fren’s went for the part time thingy at my ofis.. and well, guess what.. i would say they got bullied! WTF???? they called me up saying they want to go home already.. so i asked one of my ofismate to look them up .. but then i got another call from my fren saying these two bi***** wouldn;t want to let them go.. hmm.. go figure! damn selfish.. in the end, they went home at 6 pm.. bummer.. i wished i was there.. but i got my tooth pulled out.. ader hikmah la kot.. maner la tau kan tetiba aku leh gaduh besar dgn ofismate aku plak kan.. and i thought that was settled la yesterday.. so today… with a very laazy and heavy heart and soul.. i went to the office.. i figured maybe i can help a bit la kan.. as usual… but then when i arrived there.. hmm.. some of the people are already there (which i dun care).. so i went to my desk and opened my email.. and realized i haven;t finished one work i left off last friday.. so i quickly finished it off while at the same time watching.. (actually listening) to Harper’s Island (cool series though).. by 1.30 pm.. i;ve finished the work.. i emailed it back to the respective person.. then.. it all went blank.. it;s like no one knows or even see me exist there.. zaid eventually came and ask me about yesterday.. and i just tell him the basic stuff.. then they went to lunch.. i didn;t follow.. no mood, no appetite and i’m keeping my tooth a care for now..
i noticed they were all acting so busy.. i dun even know what the busy-ness is all about.. so i kept to myself.. i kept quiet and i did my project paper for a bit while listening to some anime on youtube… then this one person came to me and ask,’faredah, sure you got no choice with you aar?’.. i didn;t even look and just answered,’nope’.. coldly.. around 3-ish i went for zohor and i was feeling a bit calm, considering what happen last friday.. around 3.30-ish i went up and chat with epah and wanie for a bit (they were doing work which was not theirs to begin with).. chit chat for a while.. then i continue doing my project paper.. looking up resources.. then i noticed it was getting dark outside.. and i figured it;s going to rain.. so i decided to pack up.. while doing that, i managed to order myself two EP’s and after doing so, i packed up.. and as i was leaving.. pushing my chair to the desk.. sumthing absurd happen! how DARE he said i didn;t help anything????! HAH! seriously that situation can be turned into a drama if i hadn;t keep my cool! (berlagak la plak)..
Ridiculous scene:
Person A: faredah, going back ah?
(Person B is looking up at me)
Little ol’ me: a;ah.. going back la.. (didn;t realize the feedback she;s going to get is the worst ever)
Person A: you didn’t help anything..
Little ol’ me: (shocked with what she hears, cursing inside and looking at Person B) tak tau la.. tkder org kasik i keje pun.. i tgk yg lain jer yg buat.. (replied back with ice and knives)
then Little ol’ me was feeling a 0.5% guilty.. thinking she was being rude (the hell, he started it first!).. so little ol’ me ask..
Little Ol’ me: ader lagik ke keje nk kene buat? key in ke? kalau ader i bole jer buat.. bole jer tolong.. (and straight away look at Person C. Person C shakes his head, indicating the work is finished).
Person A: ok ok.. tkpe.. bole balik..
OMG!!!! i couldln’t believe i was keeping my cool at the same time speak up to defend myself! fuihhh! but seriously.. mmg nk kene maki la masa tu kan.. ko jugak yg suruh aku dtg last friday.. tp last2 biler aku dtg.. tak kasik aku keje.. tak assign aper aper kat aku! tetiba ko plak nk kater aku tak tolong????!!!!! mmg la bull****! abih tu selama ni yg aku dok terkejar saner terkejar sini tu.. bukan menolong ke nama nyer.. sheeeesshh!
end of story.. tq for reading
