silveries

“Pain you experienced recently is fading. Keep moving and leave the past behind.”

whoaa… hahaha.. it’s fun to think that all of this are just coincedences.. nah.. i dun think the pain’s fading away.. it’s still there.. it’s just hibernating.. but i;m keeping myself on the move and leaving the past.. but it still remains..

yesterday was a blunder! ahahah and fun too! ISHH.. since working here and get and learn the way of how these people work, i learn a lot.. both good and the bad.. and seriously, there are some ‘bad’ things that i’ve followed.. like.. ermm.. sarcasm.. snapping.. well.. not that bad.. but hey, you can say i’m still an amature to these things.. coz in my previous work starting KEC to EV.. it was the BEST and FUN and HILLARIOUS! the people are fun to be with, and always talk and advice and make jokes together.. not like now.. talking behind people’s back (major bummer), no privacy (hate this), making up stories (geramnyerrrr), show off (jgn la perasan sangat), telling people off by using other people (cowards!) and the list goes on…. that’s why i dun have the interest or semangat to go to the office.. people always putar belit things..

oohh.. ya.. about yesterday.. heheh.. well.. at first it was an accident.. i didn;t think what i said was loud enough for those at the back to hear.. but at lunch, my colleague told me she was actually happy when she heard what i said.. then i realize i spoke too loud.. not intentionally at first.. but then, on second thought, just let it be lah.. if people heard what i said and felt hurt or terasa about it.. then so be it.. like the Malay proverb “saper makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya”.. which means, those who eat chillies, he/she will feel the irritably hot and spicy.. i dun even know whether this translation is right or wrong.. but i think it’s understandable..

heheh.. cioa senior and senioritas!

Memory is the personal journalism of the soul - Richard Schickel

i truly agree with this notion!… my head is filled with memories; past and present. well.. i can;t see the future but i can plan my future.. with Gods will.. that is why photography and writing can be a pleasant thing for me to do.. memories can be captured in stills and writings.. in pictures we can see the happiness and sadness and everything that relates on that day itself. sumtimes we dun need a picture of a person to make us remember, just a fragment or a scene on that particular event or place; try it! it makes me smile a lot!

i don;t deny a picture of memory can also be painful.. that;s why mine is locked up way at the back, so it couldn;t come and make me remember.. wel.. sumtimes it got loose.. and yeah.. sumtimes it’s just there to make you realize that you’re still alive and gone through what you considered to be painful..
put your head up high and smile!