Danke mein liebes
Monday, October 26th, 2009i really am not sure about the translation of the title post.. but as long as i understand and maybe other people who knows german language understands it too..
and yes.. as the title says it all… danke mein Freund for calling me up and hearing my groggy voice.. and asked how am i .. essentially it’s good to hear from a friend.. as the ones i dot on tkder plak tanya khabar.. hmm.. bz kot..
and yesterday i got an idea that might just work for my thesis.. and all the thanks goes to him.. even though i’ve thought about what he suggested but there were a few flaws i need to cover and think of a solution to cover that up… all the while i was thinking subconsciously about it.. and yesterday i kinda thought about something which is .. yess… that might just work.. i;m just gonna call up my prof and ask her opinion.. if she said it can be done.. i;ll just go ahead with it.. and maybe.. just maybe i can twist it around and made it into something new.. hahaa.. what a way of thinking.. but it sure got me geared up yesterday.. even though i was really tired and sleepy.. in fact i’m still tired and sleepy.. oohh.. just a footnote.. i;m in the office.. now as a freelancer after the other company retrenched me.. yupp.. i said now.. retrenched! it’s okay i guess.. at first yes, i was frustrated.. i cried.. and yeah.. it was like shit and hell.. but my family was there and a few friends were there also.. and with that support.. i got through minimally.. i still feel quite agitated whenever people bring up the retrenchment thingy in the office.. and whenever work came up pilling.. because i felt so used.. heh.. i guess i am.. ok.. enoughh about that.. dun want to feel all sedih-sedih.. just have to think positive and always remember what my mum and a friend said.. “ader hikmah semua ni.. byk bersabar”.. iooo.. i just love them so much!
ahhaha.. 
i have a few plans ahead of me.. and am going to do it.. yess.. am going to be in a crowd of people with motar boards and the only tears i would have will only be happy tears! i realize that when i went to my bro’s konvo at uia.. and that feeling… it all really came back to me.. and I WANT TO BE IN THERE AGAIN!
so many thank you’s to my dear friend.. i know i think it’s been hard having me as a friend because i tend to be clingy and over-close to a person especially when i trust and confide in that person.. whoever it may be..
and to my family.. a zillion thanks because i know it’s really hard to please me as a daughter and a big sister.. oohh.. the pressure! did i mention i always wanted a big bro when i was little? ahaha.. some wish i had.. and actully.. i still wish for it.. ahaha.. i was damn nakal masa kecik.. people wouldn’t say that i’m a teacher’s daughter with my attitude.. always getting into trouble.. always getting scraps and stitches to patch me up.. but i learn the hard way.. and not regretting it now… those are memories!..
ces’t la vie everyone!
