silveries

i miss you and your sportmanship, papa 

i miss you and your wisdom and strong willed sense, mama

i miss you guys and your hecticness and blurness and poyo-ness, sis and bro

i miss you, chi, adik and whiskers (my cats! i just got whiskers!)

i miss you and your cynical act and thoughts, erin (so bloody much!)

i miss you and your craziness, fatin

i miss you and your sarcasm and thoughts, yan keyan

i miss the so ever bubbly you, atun

i miss you, fun times

i miss you, laughters

i miss you, tears of laugh & joy

i miss you, sea

i miss you, sun

i miss you, rain

i miss you, little books

i miss you, getzy (my car)

i miss you guys from KEC to EV! You guys meant the world and thought me all what life could do to me; susah sama susah, senang sama senang. you guys are the best colleagues and friends!

i miss hanging out to the movies with the guys (x-men night out was awesome and the best ever!) and dik lee, the movie-goer.. i usually drag him to watch some horror movie yg ntah aper aper.. sorry yer awk! 

i miss giving and sharing music to & with lisha, erin and dik lee.

i miss lisha for her open minded ness and criticism.

i miss mai for her matureness and blurness.

i miss iera for her craziness; both mind and mental (eh sama la kan dedua)

i miss the nights we spend laughing and not caring about problems; especially the one we played Datuk harimau while trying to sleep.

i miss the rainy day we ran in together on 1st march 2008.

i miss all the faces i knew and known.

i miss the day at the door when the first time i saw you.

i miss the days during fasting month when we spent to break fast together.

i miss the day we share and sang the same songs at our room and at the office.

i miss the day you said the moon is beautiful while i was sick.

i miss all of that and kept it hanging up on a wall.

i miss the ones who’ve already pass on; Naim & Along for their cheerfulness and smiley faces, Tok wan for his stories and ideas, tok mak for her soft ways but manage to handle 7 boys throughout her life..

i miss a lot of things and for that i’m not taking anything for granted.

i miss all the guys from Dato’ Penggawa (the best years a teenager could ask for)

i miss you guys from UNIKOP (getting to know different people and share the same interests)

i miss you guys from MMU (you guys open my eyes)

i miss you guys from OUM (you guys denies the definition of master students are a bunch of old peps who got nothing better to do! you guys rock!)

ha ha.. i even miss dik lee calling me akak!

so many things.. so many experiences.. so many memories.. and all i have to do now is look forward..

i am so sleepy now and it’s only 6.07 pm.. another 30 mins and i’m outta here.. so many things happen.. how colourful and spicy my working life is..

now i know what racism means.. it hurt.. i’m ashamed to acknowledge myself as a part of them.. sharing the same blood.. come to think of it.. our blood are the same colour, so why the difference?

i spent the days doing my work now listening to either mix fm or hitz fm.. i wanted to listen to fly fm but couldn’t install the player.. restricted to company’s policy.. how i realize i’ve been living in the past and so many songs i love came out! nickelback’s ‘I’d come for you’ is great! now am listening to black eye peas new song.. quite catchy..

(this is purely from my other half-myself la kan) .. am going back now.. da daa.. have a lovely evening and night.